NeVeRLosEhOpE

I was doing so good…

I was doing fine, and i was getting better, i was becoming happy. I could laugh, smile and it’d be real. I wasn’t having those thoughts anymore… Until I saw that, and it all just came back, like a stab to the heart. A million possibility’s ran through my head, a tornado of nightmares all at once, swept me up and threw me back to where i started. All that progress, gone in an instant. Because of you. Because of shot of your face, one shot that could tell a million stories. Stories, i would be happy to never hear. Stories i came up with, i couldn’t stop myself. And now, I’m back at beginning. Time to start again.